I really don't know anymore.

Too many expectations..
that only set you up for failure
but yet i still feel obligated to achieve
and therefore find myself at even more of a loss

i miss you already.
im so confused.
why couldn't someone just tell me where to go what to do who to be.
instead im stuck. here. confused. and failing.
still trying to meet the expectations and making people think i have it all figured out. but i don't. and i frustrate myself.
what am i doing wrong?